Kelly

1/8/09 10:54 am

well i did it
i finished nursing school
tonight is my pinning
bens in town for a day tomorrow
i go to la from the 10-15
i come back i have kaplan class
(its to help my pass the nclex)
and while all that is going on i try to get some resumes in while i wait to take the big test

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12/31/08 05:55 am

2008 - school filled year of stress
2009 - (with the exception of the january) getting my life started. job, 401k, having some what of a social life, should be a pretty interesting year.

bring it on

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12/5/08 11:00 pm

anyoone know any awesome girl fronted bands... tell me!

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11/9/08 07:05 pm

i feel like shit in my own skin

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10/9/08 10:36 pm

days like today make me quit
i waisted a majority of my day being annoyed and disapointed
i wish my teacher would learn how to manage time better and keep on track with what we need to learn and not talk about her stories so much so we can for one day get through the material we need to
i wish i didnt get a "positive" ppd reading from my dr after my director said it wasnt and im pretty positive its an allergic reaction/irritation seeing as how i have no symptoms but i had to go from the dr to the er to get a chest xray which they cant even read til tomorrow
i got home and studied by myself til my mom got home where she basically was just being an ass because she is grumpy my dad is gone and i didnt do well on the questions and these next two tests are a big deal since each one is 20% (one of them is the final) of my grade and i need an 80% to pass and am BARELY at an 80% now and she hasnt graded my paper which i think is awesome but she hates my writing because she speaks retard and gave me a bad grade on my last paper so im nervous
fuck i am going to bed pissed off and annoyed

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9/21/08 10:02 pm

i feel like garbage
and not in the like my allergies are bothering me im sick to my stomach garbage
like self esteem garbage
it sucks
i wish i didnt have school so i could disappear in my room for a week
or two
or three
or forever

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9/16/08 06:37 am

today can S-a-D
seriously
1st day of acute care (aka hell class)
and it just so happens to be the day my daddy left for korea for a year
and might have to go to iraq halfway through his tour in korea
im sad, nervous, and overwhelmed right

Current Mood:

uncomfortable

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8/12/08 02:30 pm

i dont know if ill ever be sure

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8/5/08 05:50 pm

i have a bad feeling im gonna need a pick me up soon

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6/3/08 07:09 am

JUNE 3RD

NO TURNING BACK
WAKE UP CALL
I RISE
NAYSAYER
PUSHING ON
BAREFIST

$8 @ LIBERTY IV

6PM

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5/16/08 04:42 pm

so one of my biggest concerns is starting IVs on people and today was the day we were in the lab and learned how to do it and my partner and i got it in the first try i am stoked on it plus i got a 93 on my test today

so, yep homework tonight

miss everyone in fla

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5/1/08 09:05 pm

ive been sick as hell this week
i have a 12 hour clinical day tomorrow
there is something wrong with my dog and idk what it is
i have to study like whoa
i have to do catch up work for bullshit

ugh
i hate it

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4/12/08 03:16 pm

so ive been shopping the last few days
i got two new argyle sweaters
a cute a green/blue shirt
some pants that are dark and make my butt look good
and ive gotten to relax with tim

t minus 4 days til fla
i couldnt be more excited
i hope i do well on my test monday
and finals tuesday and wednesdy

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3/26/08 10:40 pm

ever feel trapped
cuz i sure the fuck do

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3/25/08 09:38 pm

so tim got me this one

and were going to get a chain tomorrow
talk about feeling special, that will do it for a gal
thank you so much tim

school is kicking my ass
and i cant wait for fla

on another note
next weekend is my last three days to see jeff before he leaves to japan for three and a half years and i work and have plenty of studying to do so i hope i get to see him a least a little, it pretty weird

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3/22/08 10:27 am

a few things

thanks to shauncey to finding out the info for me to see kingdom last night seeing as how shit got fucked in va beach

battle was really good and kingdom is NEVER a let down

i cant wait to be back in fla even if only for a few days

i have to study my ass off and im stressing over school

UGH!